Friday, August 29, 2008

23/8/08-bedroom-Ipoh-10am++

Today. It was totally sweet untill i received a call which woke me up in tat morning.



xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



She was a lively n optimistic gal. She passed away on 7am++ tat day.
After 5 minutes , my tears started dripping down drop by drop...
The only thing i was thinking is that after suffering 4 2 years , it came 2 an end...perhaps this is after all a relief for her and her family like my teacher said. But i juz couldn't control my emotions...
'juz let it b dude' i said 2 myself....

Then i took out my mobile phone , started 2 message virtually all frenz in my phone book, 2 tell them this news. Then my tear was coming down again,when i saw some messages my inbox and sent items. i had juz wished her happy birthday not long ago , and da messages of her sent 2 me in da morning of my birthday are still there! I ain't gonna dlete them untill my whole phone is in salty water or something like that.

R.I.P ya , my friend, YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS. ALWAYS.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

14/8/08 5.01p.m.

A tiring day lar.....

A stupid exam tis mornin'. Thk lord, i think i've done it well.

A boring surf online...
but an interesting view on my new fren'z blog!!


She is a typical blogger indeed la. interesting way of writing, attractive xperience...^^ i hav started 2 admire her ...shit...gonna praise her a bit whn c her in school 2mrw, hehe.....

Dei...i started 2 miss my hometown ady...wat sud i do now? Pics of my former school and old frenz appearing in my mind. Raga, pathma, wei jian, wan chien...huuuuu......wori wat dude ,going back tis Sunday wat...no dude... My tastebud is sipping out da taste of teh ais of Fairos,fingers are feeling da warmness of my bed ady...(wat a weird sentence =.='')

Haihya...not in mood of writing...c u nex time lah...sienzzz...
Zzz...zzz...zzz.................

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

5/8/08 STCL

Hey,i made it ^^
Now, i can say to my pals proudly,I AM A 'LICENSED' PEER COUNSELOR!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAZZZ............
Nvm, juz ignore me...=.='''

OK, serious...
I've juz got a new MUET teacher, well...who have driven us crazy!!!
haiz...actually she is a good teacher...u know la , students don't like good teacher sometimes...haha.... She gives a lot of heavy jobs...wants us to speak in front of our frenz...and most ridiculously, intends to expose us to William Shakespears. T.T C'mon...we are sixth form student...i'm speechless...-.-'

Besides,da academic stuffs are getting more, pressure are accumulating., exam is juz 1 week later... Phew...
now i'm sitting in a air-cond room,relaxing.....damn it! i can't b relaxing by now...

Sorry, got 2 go lar....ciao.....

Thursday, July 17, 2008

FRESH MEAT or DEAD MEAT ??

Being new in this famous school , i owez felt i'm so outdated n low quality 2 b in here. But aft sum time , i realise tat actually, we(sam tet studnts) were da same...haha...

I've been away from my hometown 4 almost 2 months ady...i actually felt tat i actually belong 2 here. There is sumhow a special thing over here that makes me feel so. My new classmates r friendly such tat i ady knew a few frenz tat can talk wit me since da 1st n 2nd day, da teachers luks pro till i feel i've 2 dig sumthing frm them, da gals r so nice-looking till i can barely study, da place is so clean till i cant resist 2 'contaminate it' ,wahaha.... Thought i hope da food were cheaper so tat i can eat much... -_-'''

Not long aft tat , da co-co activities started...i've decided 2 join kelab bimbingan dan kaunseling while becoming a peer counsellor(PRS). My former skul nvr have such thing(mayb it's bcoz my 2 adorable teachers counsellor r good enaf... XD) , but i was attracted since i heard it 4 da 1st time. i've attended courses , gone tru da test containing both theory and practical part, and interviews... Now i consider myself as a semi semi-equiped counsellor although not knowing whether i have past da test o not... :p
Hope i can succeed and help pals coz i noe tat being a teenager is not easy...eventhough i don't, i can still help(my textpals),i have learnt sumtg...
Well , i got sum some main posts by da way ,bt i don't mind either if i cant shine in co-co...of course i must concentrate 101% in acadedmic stuffs ady...tat's wat suck!!!

I have a 'different-frm-others' fren sitting bside me...everyone else said he is weird but i don't thk so although he is sumtims..haha.. He is sum sort lik a maths-science olympiad enthusiast or in another word science maniac...i actually have a fren in my former skul tat is similar 2 him but in a lower degree. May be it's bcoz my new fren here was more exposed 2 science. It's not a bad thing 2 hav him here. We discuss a lot n i lik tat. He helps me 2 improve lik my old fren did. Tat's y treat him as a gift of god. A gift 2 my bank of treasure(knowledge).

Well, i've met many pretty gals here...hehe...(my old frenz gonna kill me if they see this). Like usual i cant keep my eyes of them. So i hav been trying 2 ignore them, thinking i will use 2 them by time...

Erm...what else 2 say ya...oh ya, i hope 2 explore my talent here. i know la, i'm a jack of all trades BUT master of nothing...so...an all-rounder is nothing much than useless person...

K lah,i nid 2 go liao...later STCL(computer lab.) staffs will chase me using broom, wahaha....

Bye bye........!!!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

学生新人王??

Actualy i wrote this two 'essays' end of last year since xue hai start to receive. But some how i failed to finish them as required(four were required)...haizz...so i post them here. Hope u guys will like it. (@^.^@)


有惊喜
学校给我的印象实在是太无聊了啦。但是。。。


有一天,附近学校的朋友传简讯给我,叫我买学海看看。我就知道她见报了,可是万万也想不到是在花园里看到她这只小密蜂。这是第一个惊喜。


看完花园后,翻着翻着,当我翻到学海mv时,又是一抽。


隔壁班那些长不大的女生竟然……,还摆出这些幼稚的pose。我简直快晕掉,但是看到她们可爱的模样,我还是会会心一笑。这是第二个惊喜。


“唷,可厉害咯!有人用你的名字作题目叻,”坐我旁边的朋友忽然说道。


我愣了一愣,迅速的翻到后浪坊,轻轻的触一触额头(跟坐我前面的右边的印度朋友学的)。他/她叫我前辈,还竟然笑着写一篇谢谢我的文章。我很想告诉他/她,我不是什么前辈(这样听起来很老),我也是像你一样只是想写一点东西。我想我也会在雨天的时候想起他/她,因为我也很喜欢雨天。这是第三个惊喜。


过不久,又来了份下一期的学海,我习惯性的买了下来。坐下来之前还看到有人在翘着嘴角,举出只odm的腕表秀,想不到坐下后翻开第一页,才恍然大悟地傻了眼。坐我右边第三个的朋友在花园出现了!看他斜着眼看的模样,真有点电力。我想再过几天他抽屉里肯定会发现匿名情信。这是第四个惊喜。


再翻,学生新人王。好耶,正适合我这种懒得写日记,却想写日记的家伙。我想过几天的宵夜有着落咯。这是第五个惊喜。



六年后的回信
亲爱的颜俊梁‘帅哥’ :
你好吗?好久没有写‘帅哥’这两个字了,想不到一写就是五年之后了。唉,真是时光不留人啊。你知道吗,我已经中五了咯。


还记得当年的第一届霹雳脑力激荡生活营,你是那里的bekas、老前辈,而我只有六年级。生活营的最后一天,你们的‘签名会’、朋友的开玩笑说认识了一个‘帅哥’、最后一次在培才独中的大礼堂里、最后一次大大声的喊出口号、最后一次跳的parapara、……,一切还历历在目。现在我已经是个大孩子了,你变成老伯伯了吗?


你还记得上一封你那‘一去不回头’的来信,你说了什么吗?我可还记得清清楚楚。我问你要不要认识我的大姐,你回答说要,还问我姐姐漂不漂亮。我一时回答不出什么,就一而再的拖延,一晃就五年了。现在想起还觉得有点对不起你。好吧,我就做个‘八卦’红娘吧!她叫xxx,今年23岁,是个刚刚从马大生物化学系以一级文凭毕业的高才生哦,刚找到了工作。她啊,看起来还ok,身材是在标准倾向超重型。(不知道这样形容她,被她知道后会不会把我揍扁)她现在人在怡保,手机号码是01xxxxxxxx(别说是我给的哦。你就说是乱按按到的,哈哈) 。


讲了这样多,说不定你已经有了女朋友了,也说不定你已经搬家了。我这封信是写 ‘爽’的,因为我把你的地址弄丢了。你会看到的机会很低,但是我还是想一搏。如果你看到这封信的话,就请你回信吧,我还是住在旧地址(就写在上面) ,没搬。

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

雨夜



是无心的

我的心


今夜的 雨
匆匆的来
只是轻微的闪电水灾吧


然而
你不曾被淹没

你就像垂
鸽子


时而 尸体般
浮在水平面上
但 不曾
腐化


飞累了 就停憩
低头啄食


吃掉我 仅存的



Thursday, April 24, 2008

Blogging??


16 April 2008 上中午太阳大毒,下午阴天,微雨

今天很特别。。。
今天,是这‘假期’以来,最有生气的一天,所以我要把它写下来。这是第一个原因。至于第二个原因呢。。。看下来去你就知道了。
(接下来的,我想用英文写,为什么呢?再看下去你就知道了。)^^

os:hey chee yan,watch this. Here i am. ‘Blogging’

Today,i woke up quite early(11a.m.=.= ,hey!!don't laugh,i’ve been waking on 12pm++ for da whole holiday!). It’s simply because i was disturbed by da clashing sounds when my mum was cooking this morning. Lolx...
My mum cooked some ‘burgers’, she claimed they were.(i dint think they were coz they are as hard as rock. Thankfully,my mum is unlikely 2 know this, cz these texts are simply 2 SMALL for her and she don’t understand english. =.=' Juz hope my sisters wont betray me. Haha...)
Juz after my 1st bite,my phone rang.

‘Harlo,where r u?’he asked.
i said,‘home.’
‘I come 2 ur house now.’

(10 minutes later...)

Juz i finished my last bite,he came in tru da front door.
Below is our conversation.
He started,
‘Wei,did u check 4 ur matrik entry?’
‘Not yet. I’ll check it online later’,i answered.
‘We can check it using sms rite?’he asked again.
‘Yea..juz send mat,space,ic number 2 33778 rite? Let me try...’
‘yup,ok..’
Then,my emotion appeared 2 b this. =.=
‘DG says my credit is ‘insufficient 2 perform this transaction’ ar..xiao de. I still hav rm3++ la...’
‘Hahahaha...’he laughed.
Then he showed me his up-to-date n*kia stainless-steel-housed slide hp.
It showed a msg ‘dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda tidak berjaya’ after my ic number...
I went like “c’mon!!”
Da words ‘y u checked 4 me??’ nearly slipped out of my mouth.

Da nex thing i was thinking is ‘rayuan’,appealling 4 my application.
After tat,my another friend came in frm da front door juz when i took my 2nd ‘burger’.
He said,‘I was accepted oredi lo. Johor’s matrikulasi.’
haizz...wat a lucky 1.

We went 2 a hokkien-mee brunch (in fact only 1 of my frenz was eating. Others juz drank.) b4 going 2 school 2 ask my teacher counsellor abt da ‘rayuan’ matters. Bt honestly, she seems lik didn't know much thing as a teacher 'counsellor', haha...(here comes a hoping again. Hope she wont c tis) When we were heading back 4 our motorbikes, we meet our another fren.He joined us then. We stayed in da counselling room 4 a while, wandered around a block,then had a short chat wit da counselling teacher b4 we head 4 cyber cafe (cc).

Here comes da more interesting part. I met 1 of my frenz who got a bf juz 1 month ago(i mean meet it online,tru live chat intead of meet in da cc). I didnt chat wit her since las month.(u know y la)
I noticed her new blog url in her live chat shoutout. It's also blogspot.
So,i told her mine n welcome any comments frm her. Bt guess wat she said.

“Tat's not blogging. It's juz a collection of ur chinese poems.’(in fact,she cant understand chinese. I actually ‘told’ her it is a collection of poems). I told her, if u can understand tat all, u woldn't b saying it wasn't blogging oredi. I write wat i think,wat i've felt,n wat i've experienced!!
Okay,here it’s. I finally blogged. Haha...she will b thinking “not funny” when she c tis.

Soon after tat,i met my another ‘close’ fren--my ‘pretty,cutest snow white gan mei’. We had not been chatting 4 2 days. Then I decided 2 say sumtin different 2 her. I saw her shoutout which was set 2 show wats she was listening(songs). Then i ask her abt da song. She recommended me 2 songs,‘Ku cha’by Lolipop n a duet song,‘Ti Amo’(if im nt mistaken,‘ti amo’ means i love u in espanyol) by Aaron(of fahrenheit) and a female singer(i am nt sure abt her english name).

Then i said ‘gan mei, ti amo’ 2 her. Damn!! She didnt know tis word la. After my explaination,then she realized. I am showing my intend 2 her...da funniest thing was,she answered me, ‘why me?’,again. Ok la, i 4give her,she is juz 15...

Wat’s nex?? I used my rm49.90 webcam 4 da 1st time,letting my gan mei 2 see my face and my classmate 2 ‘see’ me 4 da 1st time, but finally,resulted in a bluescreen on da computer i was using. OMG!! Fortunately,i was able 2 restart da pc by unplugging and plugging back da power supply cable of da cpu...

Wat a narrow escape frm da cc mananger... :p

Tats all 4 2day.

Hope 2 blog again nex time...haha...

*Miss chee yan, muz leave a couple of comments in my blog b4 u leave. Or ur pc will b attacked by da mmmmost pppppowerful spyware n virus!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......=.=’’’
Oh ya,1 mor thing chee yan. I was not kidding when i was telling u 2 change tat photo u were displaying. If u dun mind,plz send me tat pic by email cz i cant keep my eyes off it...haizz...I’ll really appreciate tat!!

DEAR VIEWERS,
PLEASE CLEARLY NOTE THAT YOU ARE NOT THREATENED TO LEAVE A COMMENT.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

由怡保经过高速公路回家,有感而发-回家吧


回家吧

回着家
时速
表针犹豫于150和160之间

我坐在右边
轻轻的加速
不是我的负担

我轻轻的闭上眼睛
刚才 贴满
荧光纸的柱子
肃立着 责备
右边的车头灯投以
异样眼光 逼供

我重重的睁开眼睛
现在 下一个
转弯就腾云驾雾
湿哒哒的柏油
拉长了车尾 (是缠绵?)

左边山旁
路灯
是万家火 宁静
却有红色
在二分一秒的快门内
划过那彩底片 兴奋


痹?
毕?
毙?

给你,但你不要的(如果你有看,你知道是谁)-青春纪念册

青春纪念册

你们的姓名
在里头
你们的地址
在里头

笔迹
在里头
浅白的文字
在里头

梦幻的天使
在里头
真实的叮咛
在里头

最漫长的等待
在里头
最短暂的岁月
在里头

最深刻的重遇
在里头
最依赖的回忆
在里头

最真挚 的感动
在里头





意想不到的有回应(夏至未至,谢谢你!!)-后浪坊

后浪坊

我总轻描淡述着
老祖父的事迹…

郁蓝的天空
鼠尾草在立正
七角星以
负二十七等亮度
在照耀
至的心情
人海人在静思
秋 与
小贝的故事……


那是很久咯
我总绰着浪头
在海里翻滚
坊里高手如
我拼了年半
仅露了五次脸
翎龙先生就在旁
观战

爷爷总说
青春
文字要放肆
放肆了这么久
该正经了

我总只轻描淡述着
爷爷的事迹
后浪坊的传奇

酝酿已久的言语-三语

心语

深锁
大门掩不住我的思念


淹不掉你的温柔




山语


那滞留的小河
是你纵横的泪迹

刮过
千古年华的脸孔
风干
沉淀在




江河语

泛泛银潮
闪烁无限的慈祥
清雾缕缕
披上
滋润萍聚的我们

晨风吹急
带走了覆盖的雾
抚平了银潮的波
推着浮萍
向更游处

繁忙中出现的第五次-清梦

梦之三

清梦



是一场不被打扰的
绿茵茵的操场
亭立的身影

中的我
摊开象征自由
的手臂
我 让感觉征服了自己
但你
仍是那么的遥不可及
摸不着你

啊 ,
雨下了!
依是茵绿的草
坚韧地
还挺直
亭立的身子
不经意地
抽动了一下

梦中的我
……


无心插柳的第四次-呆



凝望窗外
思路裡
仍不容許一丝空隙
挤满了的
是你

昆虫穿梭在夕阳流过树叶的空隙
混杂着被凌乱叶草香熏上
依然是你

斜日映在潺潺流水的倒影
悄悄伸了个懒腰的晚霞
归巢的燕儿飞群中
都是你……

神来之笔的第三次-日落

日落


拖着疲累的身子
回去了
头上还包扎厚厚的----云霞
脚下还系着长长的----虹影
撑着被無数人咒骂过的身子
准备
決定明日
示众的
表情

惊讶的第二次-石榴裙下

石榴裙下

跃過
众人的目光
讥笑讽刺
的声线
捣破了
无数个陷阱
险点儿
消失的灵魂
大脑負荷
每分120的冲击
带刺薔薇
增快手汗的分泌

上山下海
的情愿
踏着
看似垫脚石 飞過去
快要聞到玫瑰香味時
膝盖碰地的 一杀那
高举双手
浪漫的宣誓
期待着佼佼者
的认許
‘你不是我的好好先生’

愕然发現垫着膝蓋的
不是黃金
而是九尺深的天然沼泽
專捕抓
自投罗网的傢伙
回头想告訴后方的敌手
泥昭卻淹到了眉心
……………………


漆黑中
还能听見重播的声音
“你不是我的好好先生”
紧跟着痛不欲生的惨叫……

我骄傲的第一次-雨天

我喜欢雨天 ,
无论是 ,
瀑布般傾盆而下 ,
是一丝丝地下 ,
或悄悄地下 。 。

我喜歡雨天 ,
每當該結束時
仍大點大點地下
也许 是上帝
不願留下一滴 ,
連渣滓也得
滴個精光 。
或許
是同情大地
多日的干枯
泛起的憐憫 。
我喜歡雨天 ,


是藍色忧郁后
帶來的副作用﹔

全新世界前
帶來的解放 。
讓我
無時無刻
掀起想念
的味道 。

這熱帶國家
給大家帶來麻煩
甚至是帶來災害的……
我喜歡的雨天 。