雨夜

雨
是无心的
触痛
我的心


今夜的 雨
匆匆的来
只是轻微的闪电水灾吧


然而
你不曾被淹没

你就像垂死的
鸽子


时而 尸体般
浮在水平面上
但 不曾
腐化


飞累了 就停憩
低头啄食


吃掉我 仅存的


宽
容

Blogging??

16 April 2008 上中午太阳大毒，下午阴天，微雨

今天很特别。。。
今天，是这‘假期’以来，最有生气的一天，所以我要把它写下来。这是第一个原因。至于第二个原因呢。。。看下来去你就知道了。
(接下来的，我想用英文写，为什么呢？再看下去你就知道了。)^^

os:hey chee yan,watch this. Here i am. ‘Blogging’

Today,i woke up quite early(11a.m.=.= ,hey!!don't laugh,i’ve been waking on 12pm++ for da whole holiday!). It’s simply because i was disturbed by da clashing sounds when my mum was cooking this morning. Lolx...
My mum cooked some ‘burgers’, she claimed they were.(i dint think they were coz they are as hard as rock. Thankfully,my mum is unlikely 2 know this, cz these texts are simply 2 SMALL for her and she don’t understand english. =.=' Juz hope my sisters wont betray me. Haha...)
Juz after my 1st bite,my phone rang.

‘Harlo,where r u?’he asked.
i said,‘home.’
‘I come 2 ur house now.’

(10 minutes later...)

Juz i finished my last bite,he came in tru da front door.
Below is our conversation.
He started,
‘Wei,did u check 4 ur matrik entry?’
‘Not yet. I’ll check it online later’,i answered.
‘We can check it using sms rite?’he asked again.
‘Yea..juz send mat,space,ic number 2 33778 rite? Let me try...’
‘yup,ok..’
Then,my emotion appeared 2 b this. =.=
‘DG says my credit is ‘insufficient 2 perform this transaction’ ar..xiao de. I still hav rm3++ la...’
‘Hahahaha...’he laughed.
Then he showed me his up-to-date n*kia stainless-steel-housed slide hp.
It showed a msg ‘dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda tidak berjaya’ after my ic number...
I went like “c’mon!!”
Da words ‘y u checked 4 me??’ nearly slipped out of my mouth.

Da nex thing i was thinking is ‘rayuan’,appealling 4 my application.
After tat,my another friend came in frm da front door juz when i took my 2nd ‘burger’.
He said,‘I was accepted oredi lo. Johor’s matrikulasi.’
haizz...wat a lucky 1.

We went 2 a hokkien-mee brunch (in fact only 1 of my frenz was eating. Others juz drank.) b4 going 2 school 2 ask my teacher counsellor abt da ‘rayuan’ matters. Bt honestly, she seems lik didn't know much thing as a teacher 'counsellor', haha...(here comes a hoping again. Hope she wont c tis) When we were heading back 4 our motorbikes, we meet our another fren.He joined us then. We stayed in da counselling room 4 a while, wandered around a block,then had a short chat wit da counselling teacher b4 we head 4 cyber cafe (cc).

Here comes da more interesting part. I met 1 of my frenz who got a bf juz 1 month ago(i mean meet it online,tru live chat intead of meet in da cc). I didnt chat wit her since las month.(u know y la)
I noticed her new blog url in her live chat shoutout. It's also blogspot.
So,i told her mine n welcome any comments frm her. Bt guess wat she said.

“Tat's not blogging. It's juz a collection of ur chinese poems.’(in fact,she cant understand chinese. I actually ‘told’ her it is a collection of poems). I told her, if u can understand tat all, u woldn't b saying it wasn't blogging oredi. I write wat i think,wat i've felt,n wat i've experienced!!
Okay,here it’s. I finally blogged. Haha...she will b thinking “not funny” when she c tis.

Soon after tat,i met my another ‘close’ fren--my ‘pretty,cutest snow white gan mei’. We had not been chatting 4 2 days. Then I decided 2 say sumtin different 2 her. I saw her shoutout which was set 2 show wats she was listening(songs). Then i ask her abt da song. She recommended me 2 songs,‘Ku cha’by Lolipop n a duet song,‘Ti Amo’(if im nt mistaken,‘ti amo’ means i love u in espanyol) by Aaron(of fahrenheit) and a female singer(i am nt sure abt her english name).

Then i said ‘gan mei, ti amo’ 2 her. Damn!! She didnt know tis word la. After my explaination,then she realized. I am showing my intend 2 her...da funniest thing was,she answered me, ‘why me?’,again. Ok la, i 4give her,she is juz 15...

Wat’s nex?? I used my rm49.90 webcam 4 da 1st time,letting my gan mei 2 see my face and my classmate 2 ‘see’ me 4 da 1st time, but finally,resulted in a bluescreen on da computer i was using. OMG!! Fortunately,i was able 2 restart da pc by unplugging and plugging back da power supply cable of da cpu...

Wat a narrow escape frm da cc mananger... :p

Tats all 4 2day.

Hope 2 blog again nex time...haha...

*Miss chee yan, muz leave a couple of comments in my blog b4 u leave. Or ur pc will b attacked by da mmmmost pppppowerful spyware n virus!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......=.=’’’
Oh ya,1 mor thing chee yan. I was not kidding when i was telling u 2 change tat photo u were displaying. If u dun mind,plz send me tat pic by email cz i cant keep my eyes off it...haizz...I’ll really appreciate tat!!

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回家吧

回着家
时速
表针犹豫于150和160之间

我坐在右边
轻轻的加速
不是我的负担

我轻轻的闭上眼睛
刚才 贴满
荧光纸的柱子
肃立着 责备
右边的车头灯投以
异样眼光 逼供

我重重的睁开眼睛
现在 下一个
转弯就腾云驾雾
湿哒哒的柏油
拉长了车尾灯 (是缠绵？)

左边山旁
路灯
是万家灯火 宁静
却有红色
在二分一秒的快门内
划过那彩色底片 兴奋

是
痹？
毕？
毙？

给你,但你不要的(如果你有看,你知道是谁)-青春纪念册

青春纪念册

你们的姓名
在里头
你们的地址
在里头

缤纷的笔迹
在里头
浅白的文字
在里头

梦幻的天使
在里头
真实的叮咛
在里头

最漫长的等待
在里头
最短暂的岁月
在里头

最深刻的重遇
在里头
最依赖的回忆
在里头

最真挚 的感动
在里头

我
们
在
里
头

意想不到的有回应(夏至未至,谢谢你!!)-后浪坊

后浪坊

我总轻描淡述着
老祖父的事迹…

那郁蓝的天空
鼠尾草在立正
七角星以
负二十七等亮度
在照耀
以夏至未至的心情
人海人在静思
秋 与
小贝的故事……

唉
那是很久咯
我总绰着浪头
在海里翻滚
坊里高手如云
我拼了年半
仅露了五次脸
翎龙先生就在旁
观战

爷爷总说
青春不留白
文字要放肆
放肆了这么久
该正经了

我总只轻描淡述着
爷爷的事迹
后浪坊的传奇

酝酿已久的言语-三语

心语

深锁
大门掩不住我的思念

泛滥
心海淹不掉你的温柔




山语

山
那滞留的小河
是你纵横的泪迹吧

刮过
千古年华的脸孔
风干
沉淀在千疮百孔




江河语

泛泛银潮
闪烁无限的慈祥
清雾缕缕
披上
滋润萍聚的我们

晨风吹急
带走了覆盖的雾
抚平了银潮的波
推着浮萍
向更下游处

繁忙中出现的第五次-清梦

梦之三

清梦


那
是一场不被打扰的梦
绿茵茵的操场
亭立的身影

梦中的我
摊开象征自由
的手臂
我 让感觉征服了自己
但你
仍是那么的遥不可及
摸不着你

啊 ，
雨下了！
依是茵绿的草
坚韧地
还挺直
亭立的身子
不经意地
抽动了一下

梦中的我
……
醒
了

无心插柳的第四次－呆

呆

凝望窗外
思路裡
仍不容許一丝空隙
挤满了的
是你

昆虫穿梭在夕阳流过树叶的空隙
混杂着被凌乱叶草香熏上
依然是你

斜日映在潺潺流水的倒影
悄悄伸了个懒腰的晚霞
归巢的燕儿飞群中
都是你……

神来之笔的第三次－日落

日落

他
拖着疲累的身子
回去了
头上还包扎厚厚的----云霞
脚下还系着长长的----虹影
撑着被無数人咒骂过的身子
准备
決定明日
示众的
表情

惊讶的第二次－石榴裙下

石榴裙下

跃過
众人的目光
讥笑讽刺
的声线
捣破了
无数个陷阱
险点儿
消失的灵魂
大脑負荷
每分120的冲击
带刺薔薇
增快手汗的分泌

上山下海
的情愿
踏着
看似垫脚石 飞過去
快要聞到玫瑰香味時
膝盖碰地的 一杀那
高举双手
浪漫的宣誓
期待着佼佼者
的认許
‘你不是我的好好先生’

愕然发現垫着膝蓋的
不是黃金
而是九尺深的天然沼泽
專捕抓
自投罗网的傢伙
回头想告訴后方的敌手
泥昭卻淹到了眉心
……………………


漆黑中
还能听見重播的声音
“你不是我的好好先生”
紧跟着痛不欲生的惨叫……

我骄傲的第一次-雨天

我喜欢雨天 ，
无论是 ，
瀑布般傾盆而下 ，
是一丝丝地下 ，
或悄悄地下 。 。

我喜歡雨天 ，
每當該結束時
仍大點大點地下
也许 是上帝
不願留下一滴 ,
連渣滓也得
滴個精光 。
或許
是同情大地
多日的干枯
泛起的憐憫 。
我喜歡雨天 ,

它
是藍色忧郁后
帶來的副作用﹔
是
全新世界前
帶來的解放 。
讓我
無時無刻
掀起想念
的味道 。

這熱帶國家
給大家帶來麻煩
甚至是帶來災害的……
我喜歡的雨天 。