Friday, February 3, 2012

3/2/ 2012

It's the last day of the fourth week of my second year's second semester.
It's a friday,again.
I wish I could have done many many things like usual.
Weak determination has left me pretty much like a useless individual.

I realize that I have wasted my time on many many unimportant things.
Mere fun and zero maturity has put me through my teenage years.
But I am 22 this year. I should be doing things that matters to my life. Shouldn't I?

Interesting incidents happend. Witnessing my close friends stood at the fringe of losing the most important persons in their live was one of the most inspiring ones.
Slapping myself can't wake me up now.
Motivational videos can only make me wake up for 30 minutes.
By then, I know I need to change.

But,why I need to change?












Ask yourself. Why do you need to change?








I have found my answer. How about you??

Monday, March 7, 2011

3/8/2011

hmmm...it's my mom's birthday again eh...
Again,stacked with endless assignments.
N the most interesting part is,it sud be past up later b4 12pm,n I don't even know who I should pass it to.

My squatting life began tis sem,very stupidly. Cz I submit a totally unnecessary circular asking whether v wan2 withdraw. NVM.

Headache is coming. The feeling of vomiting is coming as well.
I will juz try my best. Do whatever I can do in my studies. N have fun dude.
Do not forget uni is a place to learn n experience,not to get a degree solely.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2/1/2011 0430

It's another year already. Time flies dude.
I know it's time to make a difference.
My life has already different than it supposed to be?? yes it is.
It is since I choose to come to singapore,especially by choosing NTU.

If you r interested whether I how i feel when i found out that i 'should have chosen' NUS.
I'd tell you I've never regret at all. NTU has everything NUS don't have. Perhaps it's because I have found something different here. Well,I have been dreaming of coming to NTU since I know this epic place.
NTU is so famous for it's engineering course although it's a relatively new university(comparing to NUS or similar ranked university). It's reputation is just so-so here thought,this is actually what I looking for!

I get to join more kinds of people here.
1. totally study-orientated while having decent grades
2. totally study-orientated and has exceptional academic achievements
3. average academically but excel in ECA and personalities.
4. totally genius and lazy (they usually lie between average and above average academically)
5. and people like me,totally lost but still keeping track both academically,personally,and socially)
I met a very interest person here. A Vietnamese 'kid',just like me,a Malaysian 'kid'.
I found out that he's much similar to me.
A difficult family, being here to become more financially independent in the future. However,i am much more fortunate than him. I have so much more support back in Malaysia and even here in Singapore.
He was pretty much the second type of people I've mentioned.
But,he is a totally different person now,cause he has realized something very realistic.
Degree holders are everywhere,we compete with our own friends here,to get a 'decent' pay every month. If you think it's enough,by earning $3000/month,while owing $40k,you will live a comfortable life.
But I think this is not all i want. I come here to learn. Other than knowledge and also some priceless experience. I also know I'll succeed with good soft skills on hand. I am here for something bigger. Something that not just comfort my parents that has supported my siblings and me for more than 20years. It might be too much if i say i want to give a luxurious life to them.
They have been working so hard in their life,keep telling themselves they will get what they deserve in the end,a happy retirement life. I think most parents do. But this is definitely less than what they deserve.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010



WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF HARMONICA!

181110

I learn to control.

I learn to precipitate.

I learn to be optimistic.

I will learn to discipline.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

061010-某夜

当我忆起这首歌,心房仍会隐隐作痛。
轻轻的播出的心声,
多希望是我的声音,在你的耳边轻述。
好让可以轻轻搂着你的腰。

背叛已让你麻木,
但麻木的不是我的爱。
或许我永远都学不会放手吧。
放了手,
却楸住那颗心。

Sunday, September 26, 2010

SINGAPORE!!!!!!!

Well,have been in singapore for almost 1months already. Uni life is fun so far...thanks to my seniors from Malaysia! MSA Rocks!!!

Aiya..i cannot juz cincai update a post here then suan ady...

so...to be continued lo....

what to do leh??

Friday, July 9, 2010

我又回到这熟悉又陌生的城市。
卧室往常整洁。
床铺皱褶,但如新。
噗!
我又思念了。
一样的景,轻轻飘过我的眼前。
已经不是昨天,是前天吧。
那味道,我怎么记不起?
好像有一点甜,但令人异常兴奋。
那味道,好像由一种液体发出。
我记得,那种液体是留在我左手腕直下半米处。
那味道好像还飘着,但我不记得了。
瞄瞄桌面右下脚,是凌晨两点半。
还没三点。
听说凌晨三点,会是思念的极点。
不以为然。
或许传说有时差。
有首歌送你。可惜你不会看。
只好自己唱。
让我窃窃私语,好过尴尬的无言以对。
我轻抚着你隐性的秀发。
那柔软的肌肤组织。
我是狂恋吗?
我想我做的还不够频密。

Monday, April 19, 2010

陈绮贞

最近爱上了陈绮贞的歌。

声线 是少女般甜甜的细细的,但不腻。比较像是经历了不少沧桑,只想静静的唱,不想哗然取宠。

她唱歌没什么技巧,创作非主流,但清新可人,简单的吉他,只图轻轻的唱着你的心声。 听她的歌,让人恨不得拥有更好的mp3和耳机,来听清楚她的声音

Saturday, April 3, 2010

送给我们的邓惠之同学

半夜躺着没事,无端端写了这些。。。呃……笑纳吧。。。


只 像

我和你的友情

那草草 浅浅的
却包含 千
万 划笔 笔笔细腻
精雕细 琢
琢出 花
琢出 精

如今 已两地
戴上围巾与粉红帽之余
请把
浅浅一抹那页以外
豪迈的 画上
格式

待相逢
再 徐徐翻阅 已
那页

的 一抹

Monday, March 29, 2010

waaaa...................................

reali moulded ady la........
nvm....
applying everytin lik crazy...hope can gt a uni of my dream...
applied 2 s'pore,ntu n nus...mayb can meet da whole bunch of classmate bk there..haha...
haizz.....ntg 2 say oso...go bk slp la...late ady...
gd nite all...

Friday, July 31, 2009

(不只是为了)哀悼-赵明福

平民。
雪州行政议员欧阳捍华政治秘书,于2009年7月15日被雪州反贪污委员会传召,到沙亚南商业大厦十四楼的雪州反贪委会录口供。隔日一时三十分被发现死于该商业大厦五楼。解剖报告指赵已死了四、五个小时,证实死因是坠楼。

此案发生后,警方封锁现场,赵明福的遗体在该晚八时许才被送往医院。当晚,明福行动党的同事在该总部大厦召开一场追思会。明福的死讯传出约四小时后,陆陆续续来了五百人。有的上演政治演说旁,情绪高昂的高喊口号;许多明福的朋友与民众,默默点起蜡烛,说起明福生前的点点滴滴,哀悼。

7月20日,警方指赵明福没离开过反贪委会总部,但因该总部没安装闭路电视,案件调查就难上加难。

7月22日,内阁议决成立皇家委员会,调查此离奇坠楼事件。

一位平民在国家执法单位逝世了。让我们哀悼。


如果来不及
作者:曾翎龙

给父母:
只想再叫一声:爸,
妈。因为来不及
只好留待来生


来生的妻子
只想再听你说:亲
爱;路就分向两头
(我听不见)

给兄姐妹
我这是托孤。然而
在一个马来西亚底下
我们不都是孤儿

给政客:
请用笔,在我的坟
写下你们的墓志铭
(我会看见)

给马来西亚:
生于斯,长于斯,最后
葬于斯。Negaraku,
Tanah tumpahnya darahku


如果你回来
作者:杨嘉仁

头七,如果你回来
是否会回到那最后的大厦

那一叠叠
关于高官豪宅
关于土地买卖
关于公款私用
关于昂贵码头
关于议席交易

那些深锁在密室的文件
都从十四楼抛下

阳光里,一页页清晰的倒影
恒久的印刻在一扇扇你经过的窗户
那是,从前说的
明镜

(to be continued......)

Thursday, July 30, 2009

陈年旧诗-夜归者

轻抚着凉透了的铁门

它轻响了两下

这还不只是个


我钟爱夜晚

总叫人心平气和

只轻踩老

在夜巷川流


我钟意夜晚

总叫人兴奋

大大的

吸一口气

夜归的惆怅已

一呼而散

想探探

的真相

却是

农历七月初的桥上

纸箭指着X 治丧


门柄

静静的推入屋

一个归者的

心声

30/7/09

birthday was fine...

health sux...

skul day fair...

frenz mor...

exercise less...

photo mor...

camera less...

$ less...

entertainment no...

homework left...

homesick building...

ambition got...

anticipation a bit...

*************************************************************************************

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

1am

seldom online recently,school hv juz reopened...haiyaya...

no blogging lo lately. bt dun worry,i'm working a few posts...i think i can gt them up in tis month.

Merry Christmas n Happy New Year! late leh....sayonara...

c u soon.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

馋嘴儿的医师 ??/??/????

馋嘴的特征 :心情欠佳,时常以吃零食疗伤。


那天傍晚, 纳闷的心情一逛廉价超级市场抒发。随手买了两包零食。


当晚,心灵就被打树桐撞碎。碎片捡到一半就放弃了。。。抓起旁边的零食吃了起来。

吃着吃着,眼泪悄悄的飙了出来,不是因为零食太辣,而是太感动了!!
在这城市,除了blog,零食,和那5000元的二手车,我是一无所有的。


哎。。。就这样吧,算了吧!




食毕,我舔了舔手指,像舔着心里那片血海一样...

Friday, October 24, 2008

24/10/2008

It's over dude. It's over. EXAM IS OVER !!!

I think i wud get a slightly better result this time(relative 2 las exam's result,not 2 other,despite of i still did vr bad in da stupid PA paper. Hey,u noe wat, my blogger fren wrote sumtg abt PA answering techniques...in her blog T.T
haizz................

ya.....it was my sister's birthday yesterday...present? hehe......it's all part of da plan...(actually it's she who told me wat she wants and keeps reminding me for da whole month oredi...T.T)

k,got 2 go....my favourite physics class is 2nite...got2 hav a gud rest aft a 4-day-exam stresszzzzzz................pheww............................................##

Friday, October 17, 2008

新。诗 17/10/2008 教室

幻想之 隔壁班女生一

像 天边不羁的
她踏出来

举足
却不定
(会不会是我替他定足?)


是 天边不变的
她踏进去

白头纱映出的笑颜
说:“ 我定足了 ”




幻想之 隔壁班女生二

她是那不变的 晴天
只露出阳光和白云

风 和日丽
酝酿着 洒脱
一冲而下的

雨天

Friday, September 12, 2008

160808

哈哈。。。

今天实在是太搞笑了。

说起来,我自己也不大相信。

今天是我老板 的生日,在早上口琴练习时,我忘了带口琴(太离谱了!!!=.=)。 回家拿口琴时, 顺便拿了吉他,便在练习后秀了两手。过后,她借了那吉他,竟然也露了一手 ^^(虽然她只会三个chord) 在离开之前,祝了她 一路发

1615

小心翼翼的把昨天拿到的汽油津贴为户口加多个零,竟然去了银行两倘.( 因为第一次去时忘了拿-.- ///)

1700

到了stadium跟约好的朋友打球, 打到六点多下了一场即兴雨, 害得我得等到六点十才能回家.

...obalat lo...( 我也不知道什么意思, 跟朋友学来的), 冲凉吃饭后已七点半. 即刻飞车去学校,动地吟要开始了!!!

嘿嘿... 重点来了.

我在路上跟上了一 police motor (实是police scooter T.T). 过了警察局旁的交通灯, 我超了他...... 不知道是不是因为这样他不爽, 他在我打了个弯后叫我停下.

“Eh tauke,apa pasal...tadi saya lalu traffic light tu sudah ngam ngam,u masih lepas. sekarang macam mana?..... Mai tengok lesen.”

我边拿了IC 和驾照给他, :“tuan,tadi masih hijau la....”

他看了看:“lesen masih P,u masih belajar,kerja ke apa?”

“belajar” 我说道.

“Sekolah apa?”

“S** ***”边指了指我学校的方向.

静了一会儿... 无奈的我冒着冷汗说:

“tuan,tadi betul masih hijau la....”

他把我的 IC 和驾照还给我, :“lain kali jaga sikit,lesen masih P ,nanti kena saman susah....”

“terima kasih tuan.sori ya tuan.”

这样没事了...=.=’’’ 好险!!!

1930

就这样到了学校,泊了车进了场后,更厉害的事情发生了。。。

在记载节目纲要的那张纸上,陌生人中,我发现了几个很熟悉的名字:曾翎龙子莹欣彦。后两者是歌手,前者则是赫赫有名的学海主编辑之一。此外还有本地多个热心华教的诗人、老师。表演一开始我已经沉醉在那股诗韵里。开始的那几首诗多数来自本地诗人,有讽刺时下风气、政治的,有赞美母爱、教育精神的。。。一字字一句句都像庞然大物被锤进心腑般,泛起源源不绝的感想。我想起小说《城南旧事》的序,提起旧时家乡演大戏,柱子上会贴着“不准怪声叫好”的字眼。我此刻的感觉就像里头作者的同乡一样,喉咙怪痒痒的,想大喊一声“好”!!!

这场动地吟主要是演出已故诗人游川的作品。本人对游川的诗本是一无所知的,但是在台上众多人的演出之后,我就对游川中期和后期的写实风格深感兴趣!欣彦和子莹的嗓子,配上游川生前好友,来自太平的周金亮老师的吉他,游川大哥的诗魂再现啊!!!

动地吟以一场舞蹈结束,是有一群专业舞蹈员呈现。舞蹈《求签》反映华族茫然、漫无目标而怠步不前的现况,尤其是看到最后竹签撒落满地的情景,我经已热泪满眶。

散场了,我买了一本游川全诗集,去搜了高我个半头的周金亮老师,还有子莹、欣彦的签名。本来还想找出曾翎龙那条友,但是大人物总是神龙见首不见尾。算。

带着兴奋而满足的心情,归。

Friday, August 29, 2008

23/8/08-bedroom-Ipoh-10am++

Today. It was totally sweet untill i received a call which woke me up in tat morning.



xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



She was a lively n optimistic gal. She passed away on 7am++ tat day.
After 5 minutes , my tears started dripping down drop by drop...
The only thing i was thinking is that after suffering 4 2 years , it came 2 an end...perhaps this is after all a relief for her and her family like my teacher said. But i juz couldn't control my emotions...
'juz let it b dude' i said 2 myself....

Then i took out my mobile phone , started 2 message virtually all frenz in my phone book, 2 tell them this news. Then my tear was coming down again,when i saw some messages my inbox and sent items. i had juz wished her happy birthday not long ago , and da messages of her sent 2 me in da morning of my birthday are still there! I ain't gonna dlete them untill my whole phone is in salty water or something like that.

R.I.P ya , my friend, YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS. ALWAYS.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

14/8/08 5.01p.m.

A tiring day lar.....

A stupid exam tis mornin'. Thk lord, i think i've done it well.

A boring surf online...
but an interesting view on my new fren'z blog!!


She is a typical blogger indeed la. interesting way of writing, attractive xperience...^^ i hav started 2 admire her ...shit...gonna praise her a bit whn c her in school 2mrw, hehe.....

Dei...i started 2 miss my hometown ady...wat sud i do now? Pics of my former school and old frenz appearing in my mind. Raga, pathma, wei jian, wan chien...huuuuu......wori wat dude ,going back tis Sunday wat...no dude... My tastebud is sipping out da taste of teh ais of Fairos,fingers are feeling da warmness of my bed ady...(wat a weird sentence =.='')

Haihya...not in mood of writing...c u nex time lah...sienzzz...
Zzz...zzz...zzz.................

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

5/8/08 STCL

Hey,i made it ^^
Now, i can say to my pals proudly,I AM A 'LICENSED' PEER COUNSELOR!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAZZZ............
Nvm, juz ignore me...=.='''

OK, serious...
I've juz got a new MUET teacher, well...who have driven us crazy!!!
haiz...actually she is a good teacher...u know la , students don't like good teacher sometimes...haha.... She gives a lot of heavy jobs...wants us to speak in front of our frenz...and most ridiculously, intends to expose us to William Shakespears. T.T C'mon...we are sixth form student...i'm speechless...-.-'

Besides,da academic stuffs are getting more, pressure are accumulating., exam is juz 1 week later... Phew...
now i'm sitting in a air-cond room,relaxing.....damn it! i can't b relaxing by now...

Sorry, got 2 go lar....ciao.....

Thursday, July 17, 2008

FRESH MEAT or DEAD MEAT ??

Being new in this famous school , i owez felt i'm so outdated n low quality 2 b in here. But aft sum time , i realise tat actually, we(sam tet studnts) were da same...haha...

I've been away from my hometown 4 almost 2 months ady...i actually felt tat i actually belong 2 here. There is sumhow a special thing over here that makes me feel so. My new classmates r friendly such tat i ady knew a few frenz tat can talk wit me since da 1st n 2nd day, da teachers luks pro till i feel i've 2 dig sumthing frm them, da gals r so nice-looking till i can barely study, da place is so clean till i cant resist 2 'contaminate it' ,wahaha.... Thought i hope da food were cheaper so tat i can eat much... -_-'''

Not long aft tat , da co-co activities started...i've decided 2 join kelab bimbingan dan kaunseling while becoming a peer counsellor(PRS). My former skul nvr have such thing(mayb it's bcoz my 2 adorable teachers counsellor r good enaf... XD) , but i was attracted since i heard it 4 da 1st time. i've attended courses , gone tru da test containing both theory and practical part, and interviews... Now i consider myself as a semi semi-equiped counsellor although not knowing whether i have past da test o not... :p
Hope i can succeed and help pals coz i noe tat being a teenager is not easy...eventhough i don't, i can still help(my textpals),i have learnt sumtg...
Well , i got sum some main posts by da way ,bt i don't mind either if i cant shine in co-co...of course i must concentrate 101% in acadedmic stuffs ady...tat's wat suck!!!

I have a 'different-frm-others' fren sitting bside me...everyone else said he is weird but i don't thk so although he is sumtims..haha.. He is sum sort lik a maths-science olympiad enthusiast or in another word science maniac...i actually have a fren in my former skul tat is similar 2 him but in a lower degree. May be it's bcoz my new fren here was more exposed 2 science. It's not a bad thing 2 hav him here. We discuss a lot n i lik tat. He helps me 2 improve lik my old fren did. Tat's y treat him as a gift of god. A gift 2 my bank of treasure(knowledge).

Well, i've met many pretty gals here...hehe...(my old frenz gonna kill me if they see this). Like usual i cant keep my eyes of them. So i hav been trying 2 ignore them, thinking i will use 2 them by time...

Erm...what else 2 say ya...oh ya, i hope 2 explore my talent here. i know la, i'm a jack of all trades BUT master of nothing...so...an all-rounder is nothing much than useless person...

K lah,i nid 2 go liao...later STCL(computer lab.) staffs will chase me using broom, wahaha....

Bye bye........!!!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

学生新人王??

Actualy i wrote this two 'essays' end of last year since xue hai start to receive. But some how i failed to finish them as required(four were required)...haizz...so i post them here. Hope u guys will like it. (@^.^@)


有惊喜
学校给我的印象实在是太无聊了啦。但是。。。


有一天,附近学校的朋友传简讯给我,叫我买学海看看。我就知道她见报了,可是万万也想不到是在花园里看到她这只小密蜂。这是第一个惊喜。


看完花园后,翻着翻着,当我翻到学海mv时,又是一抽。


隔壁班那些长不大的女生竟然……,还摆出这些幼稚的pose。我简直快晕掉,但是看到她们可爱的模样,我还是会会心一笑。这是第二个惊喜。


“唷,可厉害咯!有人用你的名字作题目叻,”坐我旁边的朋友忽然说道。


我愣了一愣,迅速的翻到后浪坊,轻轻的触一触额头(跟坐我前面的右边的印度朋友学的)。他/她叫我前辈,还竟然笑着写一篇谢谢我的文章。我很想告诉他/她,我不是什么前辈(这样听起来很老),我也是像你一样只是想写一点东西。我想我也会在雨天的时候想起他/她,因为我也很喜欢雨天。这是第三个惊喜。


过不久,又来了份下一期的学海,我习惯性的买了下来。坐下来之前还看到有人在翘着嘴角,举出只odm的腕表秀,想不到坐下后翻开第一页,才恍然大悟地傻了眼。坐我右边第三个的朋友在花园出现了!看他斜着眼看的模样,真有点电力。我想再过几天他抽屉里肯定会发现匿名情信。这是第四个惊喜。


再翻,学生新人王。好耶,正适合我这种懒得写日记,却想写日记的家伙。我想过几天的宵夜有着落咯。这是第五个惊喜。



六年后的回信
亲爱的颜俊梁‘帅哥’ :
你好吗?好久没有写‘帅哥’这两个字了,想不到一写就是五年之后了。唉,真是时光不留人啊。你知道吗,我已经中五了咯。


还记得当年的第一届霹雳脑力激荡生活营,你是那里的bekas、老前辈,而我只有六年级。生活营的最后一天,你们的‘签名会’、朋友的开玩笑说认识了一个‘帅哥’、最后一次在培才独中的大礼堂里、最后一次大大声的喊出口号、最后一次跳的parapara、……,一切还历历在目。现在我已经是个大孩子了,你变成老伯伯了吗?


你还记得上一封你那‘一去不回头’的来信,你说了什么吗?我可还记得清清楚楚。我问你要不要认识我的大姐,你回答说要,还问我姐姐漂不漂亮。我一时回答不出什么,就一而再的拖延,一晃就五年了。现在想起还觉得有点对不起你。好吧,我就做个‘八卦’红娘吧!她叫xxx,今年23岁,是个刚刚从马大生物化学系以一级文凭毕业的高才生哦,刚找到了工作。她啊,看起来还ok,身材是在标准倾向超重型。(不知道这样形容她,被她知道后会不会把我揍扁)她现在人在怡保,手机号码是01xxxxxxxx(别说是我给的哦。你就说是乱按按到的,哈哈) 。


讲了这样多,说不定你已经有了女朋友了,也说不定你已经搬家了。我这封信是写 ‘爽’的,因为我把你的地址弄丢了。你会看到的机会很低,但是我还是想一搏。如果你看到这封信的话,就请你回信吧,我还是住在旧地址(就写在上面) ,没搬。

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

雨夜



是无心的

我的心


今夜的 雨
匆匆的来
只是轻微的闪电水灾吧


然而
你不曾被淹没

你就像垂
鸽子


时而 尸体般
浮在水平面上
但 不曾
腐化


飞累了 就停憩
低头啄食


吃掉我 仅存的



Thursday, April 24, 2008

Blogging??


16 April 2008 上中午太阳大毒,下午阴天,微雨

今天很特别。。。
今天,是这‘假期’以来,最有生气的一天,所以我要把它写下来。这是第一个原因。至于第二个原因呢。。。看下来去你就知道了。
(接下来的,我想用英文写,为什么呢?再看下去你就知道了。)^^

os:hey chee yan,watch this. Here i am. ‘Blogging’

Today,i woke up quite early(11a.m.=.= ,hey!!don't laugh,i’ve been waking on 12pm++ for da whole holiday!). It’s simply because i was disturbed by da clashing sounds when my mum was cooking this morning. Lolx...
My mum cooked some ‘burgers’, she claimed they were.(i dint think they were coz they are as hard as rock. Thankfully,my mum is unlikely 2 know this, cz these texts are simply 2 SMALL for her and she don’t understand english. =.=' Juz hope my sisters wont betray me. Haha...)
Juz after my 1st bite,my phone rang.

‘Harlo,where r u?’he asked.
i said,‘home.’
‘I come 2 ur house now.’

(10 minutes later...)

Juz i finished my last bite,he came in tru da front door.
Below is our conversation.
He started,
‘Wei,did u check 4 ur matrik entry?’
‘Not yet. I’ll check it online later’,i answered.
‘We can check it using sms rite?’he asked again.
‘Yea..juz send mat,space,ic number 2 33778 rite? Let me try...’
‘yup,ok..’
Then,my emotion appeared 2 b this. =.=
‘DG says my credit is ‘insufficient 2 perform this transaction’ ar..xiao de. I still hav rm3++ la...’
‘Hahahaha...’he laughed.
Then he showed me his up-to-date n*kia stainless-steel-housed slide hp.
It showed a msg ‘dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda tidak berjaya’ after my ic number...
I went like “c’mon!!”
Da words ‘y u checked 4 me??’ nearly slipped out of my mouth.

Da nex thing i was thinking is ‘rayuan’,appealling 4 my application.
After tat,my another friend came in frm da front door juz when i took my 2nd ‘burger’.
He said,‘I was accepted oredi lo. Johor’s matrikulasi.’
haizz...wat a lucky 1.

We went 2 a hokkien-mee brunch (in fact only 1 of my frenz was eating. Others juz drank.) b4 going 2 school 2 ask my teacher counsellor abt da ‘rayuan’ matters. Bt honestly, she seems lik didn't know much thing as a teacher 'counsellor', haha...(here comes a hoping again. Hope she wont c tis) When we were heading back 4 our motorbikes, we meet our another fren.He joined us then. We stayed in da counselling room 4 a while, wandered around a block,then had a short chat wit da counselling teacher b4 we head 4 cyber cafe (cc).

Here comes da more interesting part. I met 1 of my frenz who got a bf juz 1 month ago(i mean meet it online,tru live chat intead of meet in da cc). I didnt chat wit her since las month.(u know y la)
I noticed her new blog url in her live chat shoutout. It's also blogspot.
So,i told her mine n welcome any comments frm her. Bt guess wat she said.

“Tat's not blogging. It's juz a collection of ur chinese poems.’(in fact,she cant understand chinese. I actually ‘told’ her it is a collection of poems). I told her, if u can understand tat all, u woldn't b saying it wasn't blogging oredi. I write wat i think,wat i've felt,n wat i've experienced!!
Okay,here it’s. I finally blogged. Haha...she will b thinking “not funny” when she c tis.

Soon after tat,i met my another ‘close’ fren--my ‘pretty,cutest snow white gan mei’. We had not been chatting 4 2 days. Then I decided 2 say sumtin different 2 her. I saw her shoutout which was set 2 show wats she was listening(songs). Then i ask her abt da song. She recommended me 2 songs,‘Ku cha’by Lolipop n a duet song,‘Ti Amo’(if im nt mistaken,‘ti amo’ means i love u in espanyol) by Aaron(of fahrenheit) and a female singer(i am nt sure abt her english name).

Then i said ‘gan mei, ti amo’ 2 her. Damn!! She didnt know tis word la. After my explaination,then she realized. I am showing my intend 2 her...da funniest thing was,she answered me, ‘why me?’,again. Ok la, i 4give her,she is juz 15...

Wat’s nex?? I used my rm49.90 webcam 4 da 1st time,letting my gan mei 2 see my face and my classmate 2 ‘see’ me 4 da 1st time, but finally,resulted in a bluescreen on da computer i was using. OMG!! Fortunately,i was able 2 restart da pc by unplugging and plugging back da power supply cable of da cpu...

Wat a narrow escape frm da cc mananger... :p

Tats all 4 2day.

Hope 2 blog again nex time...haha...

*Miss chee yan, muz leave a couple of comments in my blog b4 u leave. Or ur pc will b attacked by da mmmmost pppppowerful spyware n virus!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......=.=’’’
Oh ya,1 mor thing chee yan. I was not kidding when i was telling u 2 change tat photo u were displaying. If u dun mind,plz send me tat pic by email cz i cant keep my eyes off it...haizz...I’ll really appreciate tat!!

DEAR VIEWERS,
PLEASE CLEARLY NOTE THAT YOU ARE NOT THREATENED TO LEAVE A COMMENT.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

由怡保经过高速公路回家,有感而发-回家吧


回家吧

回着家
时速
表针犹豫于150和160之间

我坐在右边
轻轻的加速
不是我的负担

我轻轻的闭上眼睛
刚才 贴满
荧光纸的柱子
肃立着 责备
右边的车头灯投以
异样眼光 逼供

我重重的睁开眼睛
现在 下一个
转弯就腾云驾雾
湿哒哒的柏油
拉长了车尾 (是缠绵?)

左边山旁
路灯
是万家火 宁静
却有红色
在二分一秒的快门内
划过那彩底片 兴奋


痹?
毕?
毙?

给你,但你不要的(如果你有看,你知道是谁)-青春纪念册

青春纪念册

你们的姓名
在里头
你们的地址
在里头

笔迹
在里头
浅白的文字
在里头

梦幻的天使
在里头
真实的叮咛
在里头

最漫长的等待
在里头
最短暂的岁月
在里头

最深刻的重遇
在里头
最依赖的回忆
在里头

最真挚 的感动
在里头





意想不到的有回应(夏至未至,谢谢你!!)-后浪坊

后浪坊

我总轻描淡述着
老祖父的事迹…

郁蓝的天空
鼠尾草在立正
七角星以
负二十七等亮度
在照耀
至的心情
人海人在静思
秋 与
小贝的故事……


那是很久咯
我总绰着浪头
在海里翻滚
坊里高手如
我拼了年半
仅露了五次脸
翎龙先生就在旁
观战

爷爷总说
青春
文字要放肆
放肆了这么久
该正经了

我总只轻描淡述着
爷爷的事迹
后浪坊的传奇

酝酿已久的言语-三语

心语

深锁
大门掩不住我的思念


淹不掉你的温柔




山语


那滞留的小河
是你纵横的泪迹

刮过
千古年华的脸孔
风干
沉淀在




江河语

泛泛银潮
闪烁无限的慈祥
清雾缕缕
披上
滋润萍聚的我们

晨风吹急
带走了覆盖的雾
抚平了银潮的波
推着浮萍
向更游处

繁忙中出现的第五次-清梦

梦之三

清梦



是一场不被打扰的
绿茵茵的操场
亭立的身影

中的我
摊开象征自由
的手臂
我 让感觉征服了自己
但你
仍是那么的遥不可及
摸不着你

啊 ,
雨下了!
依是茵绿的草
坚韧地
还挺直
亭立的身子
不经意地
抽动了一下

梦中的我
……


无心插柳的第四次-呆



凝望窗外
思路裡
仍不容許一丝空隙
挤满了的
是你

昆虫穿梭在夕阳流过树叶的空隙
混杂着被凌乱叶草香熏上
依然是你

斜日映在潺潺流水的倒影
悄悄伸了个懒腰的晚霞
归巢的燕儿飞群中
都是你……

神来之笔的第三次-日落

日落


拖着疲累的身子
回去了
头上还包扎厚厚的----云霞
脚下还系着长长的----虹影
撑着被無数人咒骂过的身子
准备
決定明日
示众的
表情

惊讶的第二次-石榴裙下

石榴裙下

跃過
众人的目光
讥笑讽刺
的声线
捣破了
无数个陷阱
险点儿
消失的灵魂
大脑負荷
每分120的冲击
带刺薔薇
增快手汗的分泌

上山下海
的情愿
踏着
看似垫脚石 飞過去
快要聞到玫瑰香味時
膝盖碰地的 一杀那
高举双手
浪漫的宣誓
期待着佼佼者
的认許
‘你不是我的好好先生’

愕然发現垫着膝蓋的
不是黃金
而是九尺深的天然沼泽
專捕抓
自投罗网的傢伙
回头想告訴后方的敌手
泥昭卻淹到了眉心
……………………


漆黑中
还能听見重播的声音
“你不是我的好好先生”
紧跟着痛不欲生的惨叫……

我骄傲的第一次-雨天

我喜欢雨天 ,
无论是 ,
瀑布般傾盆而下 ,
是一丝丝地下 ,
或悄悄地下 。 。

我喜歡雨天 ,
每當該結束時
仍大點大點地下
也许 是上帝
不願留下一滴 ,
連渣滓也得
滴個精光 。
或許
是同情大地
多日的干枯
泛起的憐憫 。
我喜歡雨天 ,


是藍色忧郁后
帶來的副作用﹔

全新世界前
帶來的解放 。
讓我
無時無刻
掀起想念
的味道 。

這熱帶國家
給大家帶來麻煩
甚至是帶來災害的……
我喜歡的雨天 。